ellerimle kaz\u0131d\u0131m karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131,
geceyi ben se\u00e7memi\u015ftim oysa.
\u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak bir zaman,
kendi tenine yabanc\u0131la\u015fan aynalarda
kad\u0131n,
bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k kadar net
ama hep f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla cezaland\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bir \u015fehir sustu sen y\u00fcr\u00fcrken,
topuklar\u0131nda \u00f6len dillerin izleri.
a\u015fkt\u0131 dedin,
ama a\u015fk,
bazen sadece biraz daha fazla kanamak demekti
g\u00fcl\u00fcmserken.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
senin i\u00e7in \u00f6l\u00fc do\u011fdum ben,
bunu en \u00e7ok
benden ba\u015fka herkes bildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir delik a\u00e7t\u0131 g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn zar\u0131na,
mavi sarkt\u0131 i\u00e7imizden
k\u00fcf tutmu\u015f bir zaman haritas\u0131 gibi
katland\u0131k\u00e7a kanayan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
r\u00fczg\u00e2r bir dil de\u011fil,
bir hat\u0131ra.
bi\u00e7imsiz,
kokusuz,
ama hep yar\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ad\u0131n\u0131 unutan bir sesin yank\u0131s\u0131y\u0131z
u\u00e7urumun e\u011fildi\u011fi yerde,
belki de biz,
hep ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcr,
uyanamayan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bir damla d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc
renk mi?
d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce mi?
yoksa sadece
biri kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131,
ama i\u00e7eride kimse yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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M\u00fczeyyen Beyza MERCAN<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" ellerimle kaz\u0131d\u0131m karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131,geceyi ben se\u00e7memi\u015ftim oysa.\u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak bir zaman,kendi tenine yabanc\u0131la\u015fan aynalardakad\u0131n,bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k kadar netama hep f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla cezaland\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. bir \u015fehir sustu sen y\u00fcr\u00fcrken,topuklar\u0131nda \u00f6len dillerin izleri.a\u015fkt\u0131 dedin,ama a\u015fk,bazen sadece biraz daha fazla kanamak demektig\u00fcl\u00fcmserken. senin i\u00e7in \u00f6l\u00fc do\u011fdum ben,bunu en \u00e7okbenden ba\u015fka herkes bildi. Bir delik a\u00e7t\u0131 g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn zar\u0131na,mavi sarkt\u0131 i\u00e7imizdenk\u00fcf tutmu\u015f bir zaman haritas\u0131 gibikatland\u0131k\u00e7a […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":4404,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,1,9,12],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[15],"class_list":["post-4399","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-guncel","category-kategorisiz","category-magazin","category-yazarlar"],"authors":[{"term_id":15,"user_id":3,"is_guest":0,"slug":"beyza","display_name":"M\u00fczeyyen Beyza Mercan","avatar_url":{"url":"https:\/\/tarsusyenihaber.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/09\/WhatsApp-Image-2024-09-18-at-09.18.16.jpeg","url2x":"https:\/\/tarsusyenihaber.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/09\/WhatsApp-Image-2024-09-18-at-09.18.16.jpeg"},"1":"","2":"","3":"","4":"","5":"","6":"","7":"","8":""}],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tarsusyenihaber.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4399"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tarsusyenihaber.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tarsusyenihaber.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tarsusyenihaber.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tarsusyenihaber.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4399"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/tarsusyenihaber.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4399\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4405,"href":"https:\/\/tarsusyenihaber.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4399\/revisions\/4405"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tarsusyenihaber.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4404"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tarsusyenihaber.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4399"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tarsusyenihaber.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4399"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tarsusyenihaber.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4399"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tarsusyenihaber.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/ppma_author?post=4399"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}